Hello... It's Been a While
Hello old friend.. I've had my blog since 2017 and had posted at least one blog post every year since. 2024 was the first year where I posted nothing at all. Since it's been so long, I've been having some blog-related-anxiety about the first post back - especially because so much has happened in between then and now. I really lost myself in 2024, it was a tough and big year for me in so many ways. I experienced two firsts - one so horrible and one very exciting. I got into my first proper relationship at the end of 2023 and was so taken in by the excitement of it all that I started to lose myself in it. I ended up doing so much for this person however, it became apparent that he wouldn’t do the same for me and he turned out to not be who I fell for in the first place in the end anyway. I was bending over backwards for someone who didn’t really exist or existed only in my mind. I became a different person throughout it and really lost my sense of self. The relationship end...
